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Friday, November 27, 2009

CD4, A Little... Crazy

IUI#2 is on!

No one had anything negative to say about the state of my ovaries at the RE on Wednesday, so I was given the green light to start the gonal-f. I started my injections yesterday evening, and I've done two 150iu injections so far, and I'll do two more before I go back for monitoring on Monday. Physically, the injections have been fine: not painful or even really that uncomfortable, but, mentally, I am so weirded out by injecting liquid into my stomach. Yuck.

Speaking of mentally: today when I got to work, I, um, had a bit of a... crazy attack. I kind of got really pissed off about what I perceived as a co-worker's extreme incompetence and irresponsibility and almost... almost, told him off about it, when all of a sudden I started feeling really anxious and kind of light headed and that's when I realized that I was way way too mad, and that I should not be practically hyperventilating over what was more of an annoyance than anything, and I realized... gonal-f.

So I decided that I wasn't allowed to talk to anyone or make any big decisions for the rest of the day. And I didn't. And it turned out fine. But now I'm worried about the rest of the weekend. I told DH and he thinks it's... funny. So at least one of us is laughing.

1 comment:

  1. Good luck with this cycle, I'll keep my fingers crossed for you.

    Loosing it at someone for seemingly no reason is one of my greatest fears through all of this. Kudos to you for realizing what was going on, and reigning yourself in before it got out of hand.