Nope. Negative. My RE seemed really surprised. Like really surprised. I don't know why he would be. I wasn't.
Okay, yes, I am feeling discouraged. Very discouraged. Am I hopeless? No. Am I hopeful? Well, not really. But I'm trying. Honestly, right now I'm a little numb.
I am committed to this process, though. We'll do another IUI, then probably straight on to IVF. I will see this through.
DH and I had a long talk yesterday. He is more hopeful than me. He said that he thought I would be pleasantly surprised. I said, "When? When am I going to pleasantly surprised?" He said we just had to keep trying.
So, we'll keep trying.