Today I am 12dpo. Starting at 9dpo my boobs started to A) feel firmer; and B) feel bigger. Yesterday, they started to feel a little bit sore.
On all of my clomid and injectable cycles I had sore boobs starting at ovulation. They would remain that way until a few days before my period was due, at which point they would go back to normal, and all my hope would be extinguished.
In every other non-medicated cycle, they have stayed "normal" throughout the 2ww, despite all my poking and prodding.
So, on Saturday, when I did my regular cop-a-feel test, I was pleasantly surprised when I realized that, in fact, they felt different.
So, now I'm poking and prodding like a maniac all day long, thinking that as long as they stay like this, I have hope, but worried that the next time I grope myself they'll be back to normal and, again, my hope will die.
Ugh. My period is due on Friday. So. Far. Away.
And I hate that most likely this is some stupid fluke that actually means nothing and will get my hopes up and then CRUSH THEM.
It's the little things
1 week ago