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Trying to stay hopeful (while not getting my hopes up) since November 2008
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About Me
- Jane
- New York, NY
- I'm 35, DH is 50. We have been TTC #1 since November 2008. So far we are in the "unexplained infertility" category. We failed IUI #4 in March 2010, and, after a 4 month break from treatments, we had our first (unsuccessful) IVF in Aug/Sept 2010. We are now hoping to get into an IVF study (free IVF!) in Nov/Dec 2010.
My Email
ttchopeful at gmail
Our Journey So Far...
November 2008: Began TTC. For the first 2 cycles I used OPK but did not chart.
January 2009: Started charting with Fertility Friend.
May 2009: Spoke to my OB/GYN about TTC for 6 months with no luck. He gave me clomid prescription and told me he'd refer me to RE if we didn't have success after a few months.
June 2009: First clomid cycle, unmonitored. Pain and cramping at ovulation. I decided that I would see a fertility specialist sooner rather than later - I have had cysts before and was afraid that maybe that's where my pain was coming from. BFN
July 2009: Met with RE. HSG test = all clear. SA = all good. Did another clomid cycle (100mg/day for 5 days), this time monitored. Ovidrel trigger, progesterone suppositories. Thin lining (found out later). 2 follicles, one 20.7mm, the other 15.6mm. Triggered on CD12. Beta was positive at 9dpo (HCG=9), negative at 12dpo (HCG=2). I think it was a false positive due to the HCG trigger, and doing the beta so early (!?). My RE said "I don't think so, but anything's possible." End result - BFN
August 2009: Cyst on my ovary; doctor said we'd have to skip a cycle (we tried naturally, BFN).
September 2009: First femara (5mg/day for 5 days) cycle (clomid caused visual disturbances), IUI#1. Ovidrel trigger, progesterone suppositories. Thin lining (found out later). 2 follicles: 18mm and 21mm. Triggered CD13. Had pain and cramping in the days after ovulation. Doctor said this was probably just "strong ovulation." BFN
October 2009: Took cycle off due to travel.
November 2009: Supposed to do IUI#2, but RE prescribed month off and "estrogen priming" to "quiet things down" before doing injectables next month. Tried on our own - BFN.
December 2009: IUI#2 with injectables (gonal-f), ovidrel trigger, prometrium. Thin (6.5mm) lining. 15 follicles over 10mm on CD9, and 5 that are between 15-16mm (after 6 days of 150iu gonal-f); considered switching to IVF, but instead triggered on CD10, IUI on CD12. BFN
Dec 2009-Jan 2010: 10 days of BCPs to shrink leftover follicles
January 2010: IUI #3 with injectables (gonal-f), estrogen patch CD2-15, ovidrel trigger, endometrin. Good lining this time (9.5mm). Started at 75iu of gonal-f/day (CD4) instead of 150iu and ended up having to stim for 14 days to get a mature follicle (the last 3 days at 112.5iu/day). One mature follicle at 24mm. Other smaller follicles were 12mm or smaller. Trigger CD20, IUI CD21. Short LP (12 days). BFN
February 2010: IUI #4 with injectables. BFN.
March 2010-July 2010: 4 un-medicated cycles before we move on to IVF. All BFNs.
August-September 2010: First IVF cycle. Start lupron (10 units) on cycle day 21, then "lupron period," then stims starting on CD3. 150 units gonal-f, 2 vials menopur per day (lupron down to 5 units/day). Stim for 10 days, trigger CD12, retrieval CD14. 17 eggs retrieved, 14 mature, 6 fertilized normally. On day 3 we have 4 embryos left and we transfer 3 "fair to good" quality embryos (one 6 cell and two 5 cell). BFN
January 2009: Started charting with Fertility Friend.
May 2009: Spoke to my OB/GYN about TTC for 6 months with no luck. He gave me clomid prescription and told me he'd refer me to RE if we didn't have success after a few months.
June 2009: First clomid cycle, unmonitored. Pain and cramping at ovulation. I decided that I would see a fertility specialist sooner rather than later - I have had cysts before and was afraid that maybe that's where my pain was coming from. BFN
July 2009: Met with RE. HSG test = all clear. SA = all good. Did another clomid cycle (100mg/day for 5 days), this time monitored. Ovidrel trigger, progesterone suppositories. Thin lining (found out later). 2 follicles, one 20.7mm, the other 15.6mm. Triggered on CD12. Beta was positive at 9dpo (HCG=9), negative at 12dpo (HCG=2). I think it was a false positive due to the HCG trigger, and doing the beta so early (!?). My RE said "I don't think so, but anything's possible." End result - BFN
August 2009: Cyst on my ovary; doctor said we'd have to skip a cycle (we tried naturally, BFN).
September 2009: First femara (5mg/day for 5 days) cycle (clomid caused visual disturbances), IUI#1. Ovidrel trigger, progesterone suppositories. Thin lining (found out later). 2 follicles: 18mm and 21mm. Triggered CD13. Had pain and cramping in the days after ovulation. Doctor said this was probably just "strong ovulation." BFN
October 2009: Took cycle off due to travel.
November 2009: Supposed to do IUI#2, but RE prescribed month off and "estrogen priming" to "quiet things down" before doing injectables next month. Tried on our own - BFN.
December 2009: IUI#2 with injectables (gonal-f), ovidrel trigger, prometrium. Thin (6.5mm) lining. 15 follicles over 10mm on CD9, and 5 that are between 15-16mm (after 6 days of 150iu gonal-f); considered switching to IVF, but instead triggered on CD10, IUI on CD12. BFN
Dec 2009-Jan 2010: 10 days of BCPs to shrink leftover follicles
January 2010: IUI #3 with injectables (gonal-f), estrogen patch CD2-15, ovidrel trigger, endometrin. Good lining this time (9.5mm). Started at 75iu of gonal-f/day (CD4) instead of 150iu and ended up having to stim for 14 days to get a mature follicle (the last 3 days at 112.5iu/day). One mature follicle at 24mm. Other smaller follicles were 12mm or smaller. Trigger CD20, IUI CD21. Short LP (12 days). BFN
February 2010: IUI #4 with injectables. BFN.
March 2010-July 2010: 4 un-medicated cycles before we move on to IVF. All BFNs.
August-September 2010: First IVF cycle. Start lupron (10 units) on cycle day 21, then "lupron period," then stims starting on CD3. 150 units gonal-f, 2 vials menopur per day (lupron down to 5 units/day). Stim for 10 days, trigger CD12, retrieval CD14. 17 eggs retrieved, 14 mature, 6 fertilized normally. On day 3 we have 4 embryos left and we transfer 3 "fair to good" quality embryos (one 6 cell and two 5 cell). BFN
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oh no. i'm so so sorry, jane. :( i wish this wasn't the case. take some time for yourself. hugs.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry:(
ReplyDeleteI'm really sorry. I know you were "ready" for it, but it's still never fun.
ReplyDeleteYou are such a trooper, and I know there is hope on the horizon, but I absolutely HATE THIS for you. I'm so sorry Jane.
ReplyDeleteI am so so sorry for this BFN. They are never easy, but I am glad that news was easier to take from your husband than from the nurse at the clinic.
ReplyDeleteI had one cycle with low fertilization and slow growing embryos. We have done better since then for a variety of reasons (one of which was switching RE's). I am happy to give you more details if that might be helpful. Please let me know.
Thinking of you....
Sorry Jane :(
ReplyDeleteOh, I'm just so sorry. I really am. ((hugs))
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry. That is rotten news to hear from anyone.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry. I've been there- that phone call stinks no matter who's on the other line. (HUG)
ReplyDelete(((((I'm sorry)))))
ReplyDeleteI just clicked over from your comment on Adeles blog. I'm so sorry, even if the blow was softer by hearing it from your husband, it's still rottern news to absorb. (hugs)
ReplyDeleteI had Adam call me with the news last cycle. I found that I was much more comfortable when I found that be were not pregnant from my husband than the nurse as well. So sorry you are going through this, but I feel your pain. Let me know if you need anything. HUGS
ReplyDelete:( *hugs*
ReplyDeleteSo sorry, Jane!
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry. I know how badly you wanted this to work, and how much of yourself you poured into this cycle.
ReplyDeleteah jane. i'm soooo sorry. sending you big big big hugs through the blogosphere. as you've mentioned before to me, i'm only a hop-skip away here in nyc. if you need ANYTHING, please let me know. xoxoxoxo.
ReplyDeleteF*ck! Jane, I am so awfully sorry! My heart is breaking for you. *hugs*
ReplyDeleteOh Jane, I'm so so sorry. Sending you tons of love and hugs, and know we're all thinking about you.
ReplyDeleteOh, noo!:((( I am so very sorry, Jane! Sending you much love.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry to hear this Jane. I've been away from bloggy land for a few weeks and just got caught up. so sorry to hear this, sending positive thoughts and prayers your way.
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